Eventually it had to happen. I had to leave my beloved South Sudan. At the time of my departure (I can’t believe it was a year ago!!!!) I wasn’t able to write a post about leaving. The following poem is my “goodbye”.
Africa
1 billion people, 11.5 million mi2 of land, 58
countries
Jammed together into a single word
What do people think?
What do they see?
Hunger
Skin and bones, distended stomachs
Violence
Machete-wielding warlords and child soldiers
Disease
Mosquitos killing people, AIDS-ridden children, Ebola Ebola
Ebola
Sub-humanity
Mud huts, voodoo magic, tribal ridiculousness
Savages
Uneducated people, uncivilized lives, undeveloped societies
My Africa
600 students, a few thousand villagers, a couple acres of
land, 1 brand-new country
2 cultures – mine and theirs
Melded together like peanut butter and jelly
What do I think? What
do I see?
Simplicity
Children thrilled with tires and sticks for toys
Hospitality
Feeding visitors a 3-course meal while they go hungry
themselves
Work
ethic
All day every day in their fields/at home/at school
Family
Everywhere you look, yours = mine = ours
Rich experiences, National
Geographic made real
Community
The entire village sprinting to someone's home upon news of a death,
“It takes a village to raise a child”
“It takes a village to raise a child”
Sacrifice
A kid quits school so his little brother can afford an education,
kids sharing everything
kids sharing everything
Faith
Songs about Jesus, accepting God’s
will, purity of heart, an example to us all
Forgiveness
A child’s hug after an unfair punishment, a friend saying “let’s start over”
Kindness
Little boys 'stealing' my shoes only to return them
spotlessly clean
Hope
A teenage boy who’d rather pray with me than play with
friends
Compassion
A 6yr-old’s loving embrace when her teacher sobs about
having to leave
Communication
Two separate worlds collide under the influence of a
simple smile
Progress
The whole school coming to support the girls’ football team instead of “keeping
them in their place”, girls having the opportunity to enjoy themselves and
build each other up, kids slowly realizing that they too matter
Pride
Children professing Mary as their role model, crowds gathering for rosary each night
Humility
Standing in the presence of a real angel, giving up oneself for
God,
The last shall be first
The last shall be first
Silence during adoration, never feeling homesick, sunrises
and sunsets,
God’s hand upon my shoulder
Patience
Joy
Children sprinting towards me, endless laughter, cross-cultural games, common sports, kung fu, mud fights, dancing dancing dancing
Challenges
Physical/mental/spiritual, pushed far beyond my limits
Strength
Everyone fighting the same battle against the devilHappiness
For the first time in a lifetime, not having any doubts
Love,
Love, Love
Every moment of every day
40,435,200 seconds of ‘agape’
What it was all about
Dear Africa
My heart pounded your name before I knew you, and I’ve loved
you more every day since we met.
You are my soulmate, my best friend, my mother, and my child. I will never forget you. Please don’t forget me.
T.I.S.S: This Is South Sudan |